2005-04-12 / 3:52 a.m.
just a whole lot of nonesense and irrevalence

somedays i cant sleep as easily as i can think. everything is still just so unclear to me...I can't figure you out, not you not anyone, not your intentions or what you mean.

i dont know why it is everything had to fall out of place when for once I felt like I fit perfectly somewhere.

i see him by my locker, just a month or so later, now with nothing left to offer but a word or two, memories so distant from us that they've lost their realness..

and every good thing that brushes me by in the halls is just far enough away so I can't touch.

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