2005-04-03 / 11:12 a.m.
you can rarely have what you want, and what i cant have is what i want the most
At times I feel like I don't know what I want, and at others I'm 100% certain of it only when it's what I know I can have. In truth I know what I wan't, and it's never been what I've been given. All I simply want is to be loved like I can love. I want someone who would hold my hand and take that leap of faith just to be with me. I wan't someone who will smile at the instant they see me. I want someone who will prolong every second they have with me and be reluctant to say goodbye. I want someone whose happiness is caused by mine. I want someone who will promise nothing that they can't guarantee, but try their best to make things possible.
Am I asking for too much? It's not more than what I can give.
...and here comes the most repeated truth that no one want's to hear.
Life isn't fair.
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